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Friendship isn’t about being normal its about being with another person who is different or just as crazy and weird as you.”
This is Diana and Leona being adorable girls. Diana is a mental patient with PTSD and is schizophrenic and Leona has a weak heart and brain. Dispite what they go through their friendship was forged during a time of need and they will always be stronger together~

The Being Within~

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No automatic alt text available.This here is the secret to Leona, what she hides from everyone and even herself. The young woman has hidden her identity from her parents for obvious reasons and has lived with this fact ever since. The only problem with being a faerie in the modern world, is that in order to thrive you need a positive environment. Now due to her negative upbringing, Leona has become weak and her health began to manifest this. In my story that I am writing with another girl on the website Deviant art, when Leona begins to find love her power grows inside. She begins to heal until the other has an episode and they meet face to face with death. Leona has the ability to heal people with her magick but her magick requires the feeling of unconditional love at its rawest point to completely take her over. So when her love was dying, she cries out and ignites her power. Its not one she can tap into at any time you see, certain things have to be done to ignite it and she realizes this when  she saved her girlfriends life. Not every magickal being is immune to the laws of Earth unfortunately.

The Start of new doodles~ My character Leona Knight~

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I like to write in my spare time off this blog with others and also when I am working on my own novels. This girl here was born from my random idea of a patient character with a very rare condition, while also watching Grey’s Anatomy offline believe it or not. I like to create unique characters that are not super mary sue like but just have a unique flaw to them that you would never expect. For instance Leona has sudden death syndrome that manifests in extreme stress moments and will have very often close calls. No one knows when the time of her ultimate death lapse will actually happen as it is quite random given it could happen when she isn’t doing really anything. She also comes from a drug obsessed environment and her parents lost custody for child abuse and neglect for her safety or health. Leona now lives in the very hospital trying to figure out a way to save her from this disease. Unknown to them, she has a secret that only her psych patient friend would know about.

 

This is what I mean’t by a unique approach. None of the characters I make are ever perfect or have a god complex. They are extensions of me in various ways given how my personality is. Leona here is super shy but has a big heart and is kind to everyone around her. For me I try to be like that in my actual life, but even I have my demons. Not everyone I can be nice to after you have been hurt so many times by them that it is basically abuse by that point. Leona however has seen multiple times how fragile her body is and that she has little time to be angry or sad about anything in life. Instead she tries to enjoy what she has before the end of the line arrives. She is my remind that I can’t always be angry at a person, even though they deserve the worst of karma. It still doesn’t matter, because it only hurts you and does nothing to them. You just need to make yourself happy, and that is what she is about while still caring of others because they may or may not deserve that kindness, but it makes everyone happy in the end. So yeah, thats what I feel on that 🙂 Thank you for reading~

Beach Day~

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Went to the beach on the 22nd of this week with a friend of mine from work and her girlfriend to kind of get away from the stress of our daily lives. Lately my friend and I have become so immersed in the negativity of our jobs that we just wanted to get a breath of real fresh air. Salty seas can do that for ya, believe it or not. In any case, it had been a long time since I had been to the beach that I thought it a time to head there. It was beautiful there, even though the water was freezing it was still refreshing to spend that quality time with them. Before I was just so frustrated with everything that I was hating life, a lot more than usual. I can get depressed quite easily, but when I went to the serene beach of New Smyrna….it was like a blanket was just put over me and the worries of the world were gone. It was awesome, and the breezy and hot sand…were so peaceful. There was barely any people there so we had the spot to ourselves when we walked around. It was a much needed break and like I said, gave me some quality time with my friends which I rarely get to do anymore. When you find people you can trust and talk to, it really makes life easier to go through. I honestly don’t know how far I would have went if I didn’t have the people I have today. So with that break, I hope to set my path straight and make the choices best suited for me. Wish me luck everyone, and have a great weekend!

 

Happy Second Day Of Spring~

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Sorry for being late, work has called my attention and I wasn’t able to write my post yesterday which was the official first day of spring. To Pagans everywhere this was also Ostara, a celebration of spring time and rebirth of the Earth and the energies within her. Where I am from there is really no separation of the seasons, it is either really hot or really cold unfortunately but sometimes it has it’s rewards. I aim to make this blog a bit more colorful in the coming days but I dare not promise I will have an image or picture every day. I work too much to promise that, as sad as it is I love to do my art more than working where I do. I will also be making more modifications to this site of mine and including more pictures in my gallery finally. I will also have rituals recipes and such in my library taps so keep an eye on that as well.

 

In other news on my personal life I aim to make many significant chances as I have started today. With Spring here it is time to do a bunch of spring cleaning, getting rid of the old and what not. I hope to improve my life and meditate more on matters that bother me. It’s always good to step back and really take in what it means to live life. It’s not easy to sit and just be, trust me I fidget more than anything when I sit still for too long. But it has helped to release some of the stress that my job and life has brought to me. Yet it also taught me that I am responsible for my life and that I can change it. I don’t have to be stuck, so I am taking the reins again and changing the course I am going. I hope that I make the right choices and follow the way with my guardians at my side. So pray with me, or send positive vibrations my way because lord knows I’ll need it. I thank those who have liked or follow my blog as it has been discouraging when I’m not getting noticed. I know patience is key with these things but I do want to thank those who have actually looked at my posts and have at least liked it. It gives me so much hope you don’t even know. God Bless you all and have a wonderful time this season as the flowers begin to bloom and new births appear. It’s a beautiful time right now, enjoy it while it lasts.